NEW CITY RADIO
January 28, 2008
Bringing you the local news! Sports! Travel! Crime! Chit-chat!
Playing you the best of 60s, 70s, 80s, right through to the now!
Playing you the local hopefuls! Who are legion!
Distracting you from reality in the course of your day!
Non-stop, non-stop, non-stop, non-stop,
Non-stop, non-stop, non-stop, non-stop!
Offering slants on global situations / injustice!
Self-absorbed,
the great, lyric ‘I’
goes on and on,
impervious to the outside world,
unimpressed by other people and their travails.
The New City Radio
proclaims the abolition of pain
by our new civic leaders,
swept into power
by a mandate of the majority
of 28% of the voters.
The other 72% were working,
drinking,
sleeping,
watching television,
driving,
away on business,
on holiday,
disinterested,
or incapacitated.
Against The Pricks
January 28, 2008
I used to kick against pricks,
But then l logicked the pricks
Out of existence and now,
I have no reason to kick.
I have no habits to kick
I have no demons to shift
I have no burden to lift,
I have no reason to kick.
I’d write a letter to you,
I don’t have time for that now.
I’m far too busy today,
I don’t have time for that now.
I’m in a hurry to state
an unequivocal case,
It’s just that money is time
and time is money.
It’s in how I see myself.
Am I here to please others,
Or to act for myself?
It’s like a battle of wills.
If you have an agenda,
You have the initiative
On unsuspecting opponents
Who don’t know how to play.
Fall over themselves to help,
Because it’s nice to be wanted.
It’s a dangerous game to play,
Cos folks are explosive,
They blow up in your face
And you lose all that you’d gained
And if you’re badmouthed, you’re dead,
So just accept it.
You have to give if you take
Or you end up on your own,
It’s a simple equation
that becomes so complex.
A person looks pretty simple,
from the outside at least.
If you get yourself sucked in,
you may not ever get out
And you can drink all you like
And you can drink all you like
And you can postpone your life,
It will still be happening
And you can miss all your chances,
You don’t have to succeed,
Which is why most people don’t,
It’s pretty simple.
RED WINE
January 28, 2008
It looks like blood,
but it’s red wine,
that slash across the wall.
A faded scarlet sash.
I piss
and shake my head
to chase away the nightmares.
What happened in the night
to send me hurtling,
hurting,
in the throes of visions,
vivid
emblazoned
unconscious?
It is so different,
there is no control.
Involved in a private show
and unable to leave.
There is a switch-off,
but I cannot throw it.
At some point,
I am beached,
ejected by the raging miasma,
left gasping for air
and fresh water.
Confidence
January 28, 2008
If I only dared say what I think.
Why the aversion?
Why litter the path towards me with diversions?
A man should be assertive,
impose his will upon the situation,
state his case clearly,
firmly and with the charm engendered
by the keyword to the world,
confidence.
But what if I’m not sure?
But I was sure.
What if I am wrong?
Then I will find out.
What if it isn’t true?
Then I’ll get over it.
What if it is true?
Some day, it will not be true.
Protest Song
January 28, 2008
If there is to be another war,
I will oppose it.
It will not matter,
because I am not at the controls,
not a shot-caller.
No leader of men,
I am one of the herd.
I will march around uselessly,
shouting half-heartedly.
Ringed by policemen,
I will walk from one place to another place.
My dictated movements
will be monitored,
filmed.
I will move on,
volitional or otherwise.
I will end up in the Gardens,
where I will be part of a gradual dispersal.
Drink will seep in
and dope.
Angry young women
will shout through megaphones,
their messages lost to the wind.
What good does it do to take part?
To blithely say,
in future months,
‘I marched against it’.
So what?
THE DAY IS ENDING
January 28, 2008
In love with order
but earthly order is never enough.
Spirits moving
behind the curtain.
The sun is setting,
the day is ending.
Alone with truths
I have to combat,
with pain that is nothing,
with words that mean nothing.
The sun is setting,
the day is ending.
Christmas!
January 28, 2008
CHRISTMAS
Tis the season for consumption!
Sit on yr fat arse and eat too much,
then shit it out!
Yay, no work for ten days,
Give thanks, give praise
For a respite from the shite.
I can’t wait for the break.
Bachelor Pad
January 28, 2008
BACHELOR PAD
£50 a week.
Intermittently,
Heat.
Water,
WC,
Fridge / freezer,
Bed,
Door,
False wall.
Disorderly,
Furnished cheaply,
Fish expiring
in a dilapidated corner.
Stereotypical art garret,
Clothes strewn,
Empty bottles,
Fags.
Draw the curtains
and block out the night.
Under artificial light,
rage against nothing
in a calming zone,
an ocean of freedom,
of clutter and contentment,
of overruled resentment
suppressed in support
of the greater good.
Communal living
is never easy,
but these are the days
I will always remember.
The trivialities,
the little things,
I will forget
and gloss over.
Honesty
January 27, 2008
I knew that she wouldn’t stay.
Where would someone like her belong?
Not with the bantamweights
and cheap entertainers,
The drab holder-on-ers,
smoke-infested muddlers.
I can only guess where you’re heading next.
You will be loved wherever you go.
You will not have to suffer much.
You will have to decide who is really of use to you
and who you will have to leave behind
as you step into a golden future,
Gliding down catwalks and clean city streets.
Up in every elevator.
You will see money and success.
I cannot go with you.
The Red Pool
January 27, 2008
The Red Pool
Emitting from the earth,
but faintly,
Nature pushes forth green shoots,
slender ideas,
until poison smothers them.
Incessantly,
nature tries to find a way,
but it is dosed and dosed
with yet more lead.
Fumes pumped,
gases sprayed,
development
delayed.
I was raised in the hothouse
under strong lights,
in fertile soil,
then sold to a middle man
and transported to town.
I was hawked around,
but no-one took the bait.
I ceased to be a priority to my owner,
who sensed profit in others
and so could hardly be blamed
for forgetting about me.
Money’s all there is,
it makes the world go round.
Money must be got,
or you can’t survive.
No matter what you will to do,
if it can’t pay, then you
will inevitably slip away from it
to take up more profitable concerns.
It can’t be helped.
The paucity of our mental condition,
the corpses on the television.
I saw a man shot in the head,
I didn’t know how to react.
It didn’t feel real.
It looked real.
Still bones, hair
and the red pool.